music + lyrics
this is all of my currently released music !! click on a release to read lyrics and some comments!
music + lyricsthis is all of my currently released music !! click on a release to read lyrics and some comments!
this is all of my currently released music !! click on a release to read lyrics n more :3 for unreleased and remixes click here...
finally releasing glimmer on streaming platforms + a new track by me and my friend :) had so much fun making these tracks and he's talented as fuck!! check his stuff out here
glimmer's lyrics are kind of a continuation to nemesis, if you've heard it you might notice that... i recorded those vocals at my friend's place because he has a mic (otherwise i would record with my phone lol) and it was hot as hell that day and we couldnt have the fan on because you would be able to hear it in the recording, so i was sweating like crazy LOL fun times...
tracklist 
lyrics so many things i want to say and not enough time for any of them i'd rather hide it, cover your eyes and hope you someday understand why if she could somehow hear my voice i'd let her know that i'm still here and that i'll do everything i can so you can write your future as well part of me part of what i loved the most you are my reason to believe not everything is lost i'll try no matter what
very special release! took a small break from my usual jungle/dnb productions to release two house/garage tracks! i hope you'll enjoy them as much as i do.
let go is very special to me! i think it's probably the catchiest song i've made lol i really cant stop listening to it even after having heard it 1000 times already so that's pretty cool... the lyrics arent your typical lydels lyrics but i hope you'll like them...
sides is a remastered version of an old unreleased track, and the lyrics were originally a completely different song. you can check it out here
tracklist lyrics i wonder if it's really over this time maybe i'm the only one thinking about it and maybe it's only me who felt like this was something we both wanted did you ever really mean it? i'd rather have you be sincere are we really so different now that there's no way that this could be? i saw it coming, whatever your reason i guess that there are things that i couldn't give you it's not like i don't want you to be happy but if you are, i don't want to know either memories won't connect us forever oh will you stay or will you let them fade? but it's too late now i'm not even sure if i even want you in my life again
lyrics pick a side everything is either black or white to solve your problems, sometimes you'll have to look inside made of glass you shatter as you touch the ground i'll say good luck to whoever has to deal with that
sorta the continuation to "someone like me" except the lyrics are written from two different points of view :3
i sampled one of my favorite songs ever in a not very noticeable way here but i wont say which bc of copyright lol if you do recognise it lmk though...
lyrics tell me, are we really the same? cause i speak but no one hears my voice i've tried but there's no way to convince me that my time is worth as much as yours tell me, how does it even feel to simply be the way you are? all that i wanted was to be better and now i'm full of thoughts that are not mine and i never thought until i met you that i could be the one to blame now i wonder if it's too late to go back to where i began tell me, are we really the same? cause to me it seems like you waste your time now all that i have left is a memory and you will never know what that feels like but tell me, how does it even feel to not be scared to lose it all? if all i wanted was to be better then theres no way that i could ever be wrong so i never thought until i met you that i could be the one to blame now i wonder if it's too late to go back to where i began
very proud of this ep!! main source of inspiration for this one was the .hack//G.U games that i was playing around the same time i was making these tracks. theres tons of voices/small sound effect samples from it and "i'm right here" samples arena battle victory theme from the soundtrack.
"one and only" is the main inspiration for the cover of the EP! it samples a jujutsu kaisen track (unless someone is trying to sue me then it doesn't) called if i am with you. god it's so beautiful!! there were so many versions of this song u have no idea LOL... i really wanted for the lyrics and the instrumental to complement each other and make sense together, and that took me a while to accomplish but im happy w the result
tracklist lyrics i did my best i tried to do what everyone said but none of it worked i mean, it′s so unfair i've only got one of myself and they′re always trying to push me in opposite directions i still tried i did my best to do what they said because if i didn't, they'd all leave me they told me they didn′t need someone like me no matter how hard i tried it was no good
lyrics so have you changed at all since all of this begun i see you still act like you don't care when things go wrong so have you changed at all since last time that we met i just want to know it's been so long did you find the answer? our paths wont cross again now i remember it well was even there anything left of me and you that day? now you are on your own but i'll still be on your mind after all it was only mine the company you ever had so why'd it end like this? you're not alone but you're lonely everything in this world belongs to you except for me so hear me one last time and dont repeat the same mistakes if you think that feelings are a curse it's because they're your weakness our paths wont cross again now i remember it well was even there anything left of me and you that day we were not meant to be so i dont blame you at all but even so, things need to change i really hope you find yourself
this Might be one of my favorite tracks of mine... i really like how my vocals sound :P the voice around two mins and a half is a sample from persona 3 (akihiko my beloved).
fun fact about the title honestly when i thought of it i forgot autumn was not the way americans say "fall" LOL im not british guys... im not a native english speaker and i have a bit of a mess in my head between the british english i was taught as a kid in school and the american english i learned from the internet so yeah... i dont really like "fall" as a title though so i guess it would've been "autumn" anyway
lyrics i wanna break the wall between us i wanna be the only one to try you are my best kept secret that i don't really want to hide i know that there's two sides of you and i know that there's a reason why but my heart is broken too so maybe we could make them match and this could be the place you belong to somewhere you can feel safe i can only hope my words will reach you please know everything you've been through i've been through the same after all of this cold i only wanna be your spring i don't care about the others as long as you only care about me i know that there's two sides of you and i know that there's a reason why but for a moment i feel like i could melt your frozen heart
tracklist lyrics caught in my daydream at least for a little while maybe what i like from you is that you could never be mine i'm making you up you'll be whatever i want i'm crushing out of boredom i'll write you a love song
"a step away" samples this BEAUTIFUL song from the xenoblade 3 ost. xenoblade i love you so much
bittersweet has some voice samples from fire emblem three houses. shoutout claude from fire emblem three houses. also the vocal chops are from a song i remixed for a remix contest years ago (and lost)
tracklist lyrics you can see right through me but i can't read you even if i try have you always been by my side because you wanted to or not? i could be the one you trust there is no need to do this on your own my daydreams end when i wonder what is it that you really want? and even though honestly i don't think i'll ever guess what's on your mind all i know and all i care for is that i am there sometimes
mainly inspired by xenoblade chronicles 1 my fav game of all time!! im still surprised by how many ppl heard this song.. it means a lot to me and the fact that it means something to other ppl too makes me happy!!
lyrics i can write the future but honestly i'd rather read your mind i blindly followed your light and now it dissapeared from my sight i can write the future but i don't even know what i'm writing it for cause ever since you came back it doesn't feel like you're there anymore it was a blessing and a curse getting to see you one more time you have the same old hairstyle but you look at me with someone else's eyes it was a blessing and a curse i touched the sky and fell all the way down i promise we can make it up if i can find you one more time
some of these havent aged that well in terms of sound quality but i'm still fond of them... like i had no idea what i was doing but that gives it a special vibe somehow LOL. heavily inspired by digital devil saga (another one of my fav videogames). "mirania and the forest" samples mirania from the game the last story :)
saga was my first (released) song with lyrics!! this was a big step for me because i've always struggled w hearing my own voice in my music before starting this project. its not a perfect track mix wise lol but i still like the lyrics a lot
tracklist lyrics didn't know what to say when you were in tears who are we after all? long ago we lost our fear if you don't give up now i'll give you an answer while someone guides our path i'll be here for you while everything falls apart don't worry my friend cause we never end we may drift really far apart i know that one day in the dark you'll find my light don't worry my friend i'll see you again i'll keep all my memories and pretend that i'm not the same i was when we just met it doesn't matter now all that we left behind i think that we both know meant to be here all along so far away from home our past is too long gone already won the game fly away as i forget my name
