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this is all of my currently released music !! click on a release to read lyrics n more :3 for unreleased and remixes click here...

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mirage

release date 26/09/2024 • cover art by santicseventeen

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tell me, are we really the same? cause i speak but no one hears my voice i've tried but there's no way to convince me that my time is worth as much as yours tell me, how does it even feel to simply be the way you are? all that i wanted was to be better and now i'm full of thoughts that are not mine and i never thought until i met you that i could be the one to blame now i wonder if it's too late to go back to where i began tell me, are we really the same? cause to me it seems like you waste your time now all that i have left is a memory and you will never know what that feels like but tell me, how does it even feel to not be scared to lose it all? if all i wanted was to be better then theres no way that i could ever be wrong so i never thought until i met you that i could be the one to blame now i wonder if it's too late to go back to where i began

reconnection

release date 19/03/2024 • cover art by soffa

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autumn

release date 29/09/2023 • cover art by lilitafae

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i wanna break the wall between us i wanna be the only one to try you are my best kept secret that i don't really want to hide i know that there's two sides of you and i know that there's a reason why but my heart is broken too so maybe we could make them match and this could be the place you belong to somewhere you can feel safe i can only hope my words will reach you please know everything you've been through i've been through the same after all of this cold i only wanna be your spring i don't care about the others as long as you only care about me i know that there's two sides of you and i know that there's a reason why but for a moment i feel like i could melt your frozen heart

azure glow

release date 19/05/2023

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a step away / bittersweet!

release date 16/12/2022

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nemesis

release date 06/08/2022

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i can write the future but honestly i'd rather read your mind i blindly followed your light and now it dissapeared from my sight i can write the future but i don't even know what i'm writing it for cause ever since you came back it doesn't feel like you're there anymore it was a blessing and a curse getting to see you one more time you have the same old hairstyle but you look at me with someone else's eyes it was a blessing and a curse i touched the sky and fell all the way down i promise we can make it up if i can find you one more time

digital

release date 02/04/2022

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someone like me

release date 19/03/2024 • cover art by soffa

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i did my best i tried to do what everyone said but none of it worked i mean, it′s so unfair i've only got one of myself and they′re always trying to push me in opposite directions i still tried i did my best to do what they said because if i didn't, they'd all leave me they told me they didn′t need someone like me no matter how hard i tried it was no good

the character i'm sampling here is atoli from .hack//G.U. shes very precious 2 me. these aren't really lyrics but i figured i'd put these here anyway

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one and only

release date 19/03/2024 • cover art by soffa

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so have you changed at all since all of this begun i see you still act like you don't care when things go wrong so have you changed at all since last time that we met i just want to know it's been so long did you find the answer? our paths wont cross again now i remember it well was even there anything left of me and you that day? now you are on your own but i'll still be on your mind after all it was only mine the company you ever had so why'd it end like this? you're not alone but you're lonely everything in this world belongs to you except for me so hear me one last time and dont repeat the same mistakes if you think that feelings are a curse it's because they're your weakness our paths wont cross again now i remember it well was even there anything left of me and you that day we were not meant to be so i dont blame you at all but even so, things need to change i really hope you find yourself

this track is the main inspiration for the cover of the EP! this song samples a jujutsu kaisen track (unless someone is trying to copyright me then it doesn't) called if i am with you. god it's so beautiful!! the first time i heard it in the anime it blew my mind so i really wanted to sample it somehow. there were so many versions of this song u have no idea LOL

i really wanted for the lyrics and the instrumental to complement each other and make sense together and it was kinda challenging but im happy w the result

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limitless

release date 19/05/2023

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caught in my daydream at least for a little while maybe what i like from you is that you could never be mine i'm making you up you'll be whatever i want i'm crushing out of boredom i'll write you a love song

these are really short but i still like them lol

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bittersweet!

release date 16/12/2022

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you can see right through me but i can't read you even if i try have you always been by my side because you wanted to or not? i could be the one you trust there is no need to do this on your own my daydreams end when i wonder what is it that you really want? and even though honestly i don't think i'll ever guess what's on your mind all i know and all i care for is that i am there sometimes

one of my fav lyrics probably!! wrote this at the time i was playing fire emblem three houses

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saga

release date 02/04/2022

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didn't know what to say when you were in tears who are we after all? long ago we lost our fear if you don't give up now i'll give you an answer while someone guides our path i'll be here for you while everything falls apart don't worry my friend cause we never end we may drift really far apart i know that one day in the dark you'll find my light don't worry my friend i'll see you again i'll keep all my memories and pretend that i'm not the same i was when we just met it doesn't matter now all that we left behind i think that we both know meant to be here all along so far away from home our past is too long gone already won the game fly away as i forget my name

my first (released) song w lyrics!! this was a big step for me because i've always struggled w hearing my own voice in my music before starting this project. its not a perfect track mix wise lol but i still like these lyrics a lot

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music + lyrics

this is all of my currently released music !! click on a release to read lyrics n more :3 for unreleased and remixes click here...

mirage

release date 26/09/2024 • cover art by santicseventeen

lyrics

tell me, are we really the same? cause i speak but no one hears my voice i've tried but there's no way to convince me that my time is worth as much as yours tell me, how does it even feel to simply be the way you are? all that i wanted was to be better and now i'm full of thoughts that are not mine and i never thought until i met you that i could be the one to blame now i wonder if it's too late to go back to where i began tell me, are we really the same? cause to me it seems like you waste your time now all that i have left is a memory and you will never know what that feels like but tell me, how does it even feel to not be scared to lose it all? if all i wanted was to be better then theres no way that i could ever be wrong so i never thought until i met you that i could be the one to blame now i wonder if it's too late to go back to where i began

reconnection

release date 19/03/2024 • cover art by soffa

autumn

release date 29/09/2023 • cover art by lilitafae

lyrics

i wanna break the wall between us i wanna be the only one to try you are my best kept secret that i don't really want to hide i know that there's two sides of you and i know that there's a reason why but my heart is broken too so maybe we could make them match and this could be the place you belong to somewhere you can feel safe i can only hope my words will reach you please know everything you've been through i've been through the same after all of this cold i only wanna be your spring i don't care about the others as long as you only care about me i know that there's two sides of you and i know that there's a reason why but for a moment i feel like i could melt your frozen heart

azure glow

release date 19/05/2023

lyrics

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a step away / bittersweet!

release date 16/12/2022

nemesis

release date 06/08/2022

lyrics

i can write the future but honestly i'd rather read your mind i blindly followed your light and now it dissapeared from my sight i can write the future but i don't even know what i'm writing it for cause ever since you came back it doesn't feel like you're there anymore it was a blessing and a curse getting to see you one more time you have the same old hairstyle but you look at me with someone else's eyes it was a blessing and a curse i touched the sky and fell all the way down i promise we can make it up if i can find you one more time

digital

release date 02/04/2022

lyrics

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someone like me

release date 19/03/2024 • cover art by soffa

lyrics

i did my best i tried to do what everyone said but none of it worked i mean, it′s so unfair i've only got one of myself and they′re always trying to push me in opposite directions i still tried i did my best to do what they said because if i didn't, they'd all leave me they told me they didn′t need someone like me no matter how hard i tried it was no good

one and only

release date 19/03/2024 • cover art by soffa

lyrics

so have you changed at all since all of this begun i see you still act like you don't care when things go wrong so have you changed at all since last time that we met i just want to know it's been so long did you find the answer? our paths wont cross again now i remember it well was even there anything left of me and you that day? now you are on your own but i'll still be on your mind after all it was only mine the company you ever had so why'd it end like this? you're not alone but you're lonely everything in this world belongs to you except for me so hear me one last time and dont repeat the same mistakes if you think that feelings are a curse it's because they're your weakness our paths wont cross again now i remember it well was even there anything left of me and you that day we were not meant to be so i dont blame you at all but even so, things need to change i really hope you find yourself

limitless

release date 19/05/2023

lyrics

caught in my daydream at least for a little while maybe what i like from you is that you could never be mine i'm making you up you'll be whatever i want i'm crushing out of boredom i'll write you a love song

bittersweet!

release date 16/12/2022

lyrics

you can see right through me but i can't read you even if i try have you always been by my side because you wanted to or not? i could be the one you trust there is no need to do this on your own my daydreams end when i wonder what is it that you really want? and even though honestly i don't think i'll ever guess what's on your mind all i know and all i care for is that i am there sometimes

saga

release date 02/04/2022

lyrics

didn't know what to say when you were in tears who are we after all? long ago we lost our fear if you don't give up now i'll give you an answer while someone guides our path i'll be here for you while everything falls apart don't worry my friend cause we never end we may drift really far apart i know that one day in the dark you'll find my light don't worry my friend i'll see you again i'll keep all my memories and pretend that i'm not the same i was when we just met it doesn't matter now all that we left behind i think that we both know meant to be here all along so far away from home our past is too long gone already won the game fly away as i forget my name

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