music + lyrics
this is all of my currently released music!! click on a release to read lyrics and some comments!
i'd never lie to you
tracklist
1. i'd never lie to you
2. know me 
lyrics
someone i never talked to says he knows with just a glance that he knows what i'm thinking and he knows what i'm gonna say he knows he's doing everything right it's easier if it's like that he doesn't need to bother changing a thing so no matter what i do i guess it'll never be enough to prove that you will never know me i have given up trying you can just keep on pretending that this makes any sense at all someone i've known my whole life doesn't seem to understand she never gets it right she says i must be lying to myself it's what she's been told all of her life these are the rules for us she doesn't need to bother asking a thing so no matter what i do i guess it'll never be enough to prove that you will never know me i have given up trying you can just keep on pretending that this makes any sense at all
these two tracks are mostly me trying out my new mic and audio interface LOL. i wasnt really planning on releasing them but i ended up liking them a lot so here they are!! i want to take a moment to thank my 6 year old phone for its service up until this point, recorded some really cool vocals with you but it was time already to get an actual microphone sorry... i also recorded myself playing guitar (badly) so uhh yea.. hope you like these tracks! i will be back with something more danceable soon
glimmer / u alright
tracklist
1. glimmer lyrics
so many things i want to say and not enough time for any of them i'd rather hide it, cover your eyes and hope you someday understand why if she could somehow hear my voice i'd let her know that i'm still here and that i'll do everything i can so you can write your future as well part of me part of what i loved the most you are my reason to believe not everything is lost i'll try no matter what
2. u alright?
finally releasing glimmer on streaming platforms + a new track by me and my friend :) had so much fun making these tracks and he's talented as fuck!! check his stuff out here
glimmer's lyrics are kind of a continuation to nemesis, if you've heard it you might notice that... i recorded those vocals at my friend's place because he has a mic (i usually record my vocals w my phone) and it was hot as hell that day and we couldnt have the fan on because you would be able to hear it in the recording, so i was sweating like crazy LOL but somehow they turned out to be one of my favorites!
let go / sides
tracklist
1. let go lyrics
i wonder if it's really over this time maybe i'm the only one thinking about it and maybe it's only me who felt like this was something we both wanted did you ever really mean it? i'd rather have you be sincere are we really so different now that there's no way that this could be? i saw it coming, whatever your reason i guess that there are things that i couldn't give you it's not like i don't want you to be happy but if you are, i don't want to know either memories won't connect us forever oh will you stay or will you let them fade? but it's too late now i'm not even sure if i even want you in my life again
2. u alright?
took a small break from my usual jungle/dnb productions to release two house/garage tracks! i hope you'll still enjoy them as much as i do.
let go is very special to me! i think it's probably the catchiest song i've made lol i really cant stop listening to it even after having heard it 1000 times already, i really like how the melodies n the chords complement each other. the lyrics arent your typical lydels lyrics but i hope you'll like them.
sides is a remastered version of an old unreleased track, and the vocals are from a completely different song. you can check it out here
mirage
lyrics
tell me, are we really the same? cause i speak but no one hears my voice i've tried but there's no way to convince me that my time is worth as much as yours tell me, how does it even feel to simply be the way you are? all that i wanted was to be better and now i'm full of thoughts that are not mine and i never thought until i met you that i could be the one to blame now i wonder if it's too late to go back to where i began tell me, are we really the same? cause to me it seems like you waste your time now all that i have left is a memory and you will never know what that feels like but tell me, how does it even feel to not be scared to lose it all? if all i wanted was to be better then theres no way that i could ever be wrong so i never thought until i met you that i could be the one to blame now i wonder if it's too late to go back to where i began
sorta the continuation to "someone like me" except the lyrics are written from two different points of view... after the release of my EP i had a really bad and long writer's block, and this is the first song i managed to finish after that. felt really nice to be able to enjoy something i made again!
i might or might have not sampled one of my favorite songs in here in a not very noticeable way... if someone recognizes it let me know :P
reconnection
1. someone like me lyrics
i did my best i tried to do what everyone said but none of it worked i mean, it′s so unfair i've only got one of myself and they′re always trying to push me in opposite directions i still tried i did my best to do what they said because if i didn't, they'd all leave me they told me they didn′t need someone like me no matter how hard i tried it was no good
2. i'm right here
3. one and only lyrics
so have you changed at all since all of this begun i see you still act like you don't care when things go wrong so have you changed at all since last time that we met i just want to know it's been so long did you find the answer? our paths wont cross again now i remember it well was even there anything left of me and you that day? now you are on your own but i'll still be on your mind after all it was only mine the company you ever had so why'd it end like this? you're not alone but you're lonely everything in this world belongs to you except for me so hear me one last time and dont repeat the same mistakes if you think that feelings are a curse it's because they're your weakness our paths wont cross again now i remember it well was even there anything left of me and you that day we were not meant to be so i dont blame you at all but even so, things need to change i really hope you find yourself
4. promise
very proud of this ep!! i was playing .hack//G.U a lot around the same time i was making these tracks, so they are heavily inspired by its themes, story and characters. i really resonated with one of the characters specifically, and i tried to tell her a bit of her story (and by extension, mine) here. i probably shouldn't say this bc of copyright but bandai refuses to acknowledge this game in any way so "i'm right here" samples arena battle victory theme from the soundtrack. i think "promise" might be one of the best songs ive made i love that piano melody so muchh.
"one and only" is the main inspiration for the cover of the EP! there were SO many versions of this song u have no idea LOL... i really wanted for the lyrics and the instrumental to complement each other and make sense together, and that took me a while to accomplish, but im happy w the result.
autumn
lyrics
i wanna break the wall between us i wanna be the only one to try you are my best kept secret that i don't really want to hide i know that there's two sides of you and i know that there's a reason why but my heart is broken too so maybe we could make them match and this could be the place you belong to somewhere you can feel safe i can only hope my words will reach you please know everything you've been through i've been through the same after all of this cold i only wanna be your spring i don't care about the others as long as you only care about me i know that there's two sides of you and i know that there's a reason why but for a moment i feel like i could melt your frozen heart
this might be one of my favorite tracks of mine... i really like how my vocals sound and i think the melody is really creative n interesting, plus i just love the overall vibe... never understimate my potential when i am really obsessed with a fictional character Lol
fun fact about the title honestly when i thought of it i forgot autumn was the british way of saying "fall" LOL im not british guys... im not a native english speaker and i have a bit of a mess in my head between the british english i was taught as a kid in school and the american english i learned from the internet so yeah i forgot... i dont really like "fall" as a title though so i guess it would've been "autumn" anyway
azure glow
tracklist
1. azure glow
2. limitless lyrics
caught in my daydream at least for a little while maybe what i like from you is that you could never be mine i'm making you up you'll be whatever i want i'm crushing out of boredom i'll write you a love song
3. star
these tracks have a bit of a different sound because i tried to rely on sampling less and worked with synths and my own presets more, just to try something different. mainly inspired by persona 3 which i was playing a tonnnn at the time of making this.. "azure glow" uses a vocal from a track that i never finished... "limitless" was an old little idea that lasted like 40 seconds and wasn't really supposed to be a full song but i loved it so much that i decided to finish it and release it!
uhh fun fact azure glow (the song) was meant to have a different title, i don't remember which exactly... but i do remember that when i was uploading this ep to the distributor the 1st track was automatically named the EP name and i forgot to change it. so azure glow it is lol
a step away / bittersweet
tracklist
1. a step away
2. bittersweet! lyrics
you can see right through me but i can't read you even if i try have you always been by my side because you wanted to or not? i could be the one you trust there is no need to do this on your own my daydreams end when i wonder what is it that you really want? and even though honestly i don't think i'll ever guess what's on your mind all i know and all i care for is that i am there sometimes
for "a step away" i wanted to make something a bit more melancholic sounding to contrast "bittersweet!" which is probably the silliest cutest song ive made LOL i still love it though
fun fact about bittersweet i made the vocal chops with some vocals that i got from a remix contest years before making this track (and lost) (my remix sucked ass) and after randomly finding them in some old folder i chopped them along with some breaks and loved it. thats how the song was born... i don't even know what the original song is called or who made it, and i don't think they'll ever know i used it for this, but the vocal chops sound great here so thank you
nemesis
lyrics
i can write the future but honestly i'd rather read your mind i blindly followed your light and now it dissapeared from my sight i can write the future but i don't even know what i'm writing it for cause ever since you came back it doesn't feel like you're there anymore it was a blessing and a curse getting to see you one more time you have the same old hairstyle but you look at me with someone else's eyes it was a blessing and a curse i touched the sky and fell all the way down i promise we can make it up if i can find you one more time
im still surprised by how many ppl heard this song... i was replaying my favorite game of all time (xenoblade 1) while i was making this track and i was so so full of inspiration. i just absolutely loved this story and characters and i wanted to express my love somehow, to transmit what i was feeling, and so i wrote this song about it. i tried to insert myself in its world and tell a story as if it was my own. the break work isn't the best here but i still really like the melodies and lyrics that i wrote (i mean maybe they're a little cheesy but thats ok LOL)
digital
tracklist
1. ice
2. saga lyrics
didn't know what to say when you were in tears who are we after all? long ago we lost our fear if you don't give up now i'll give you an answer while someone guides our path i'll be here for you while everything falls apart don't worry my friend cause we never end we may drift really far apart i know that one day in the dark you'll find my light don't worry my friend i'll see you again i'll keep all my memories and pretend that i'm not the same i was when we just met it doesn't matter now all that we left behind i think that we both know meant to be here all along so far away from home our past is too long gone already won the game fly away as i forget my name
3. mirania and the forest
this is where it all started... some of these haven't aged that well in terms of sound quality but i'm still fond of them. i really had no idea what i was doing but that gives it a special vibe somehow LOL. heavvvvily inspired by digital devil saga. that videogame gave me the push i needed to start writing and making music that i truly loved and that i wanted to share with the world so i'll always be thankful that i played it.
saga was my first (released) song with lyrics!! this was a big step for me because i've always struggled w hearing my own voice in my music before starting this project. with this EP i was overall super nervous about having my music out there for everyone to listen, but my lyrics and vocals specifically was the thing i was the most self conscious about. i wanted to hide under a rock forever to bad lol. looking back on it i think these are some amazing tracks considering they're some of my first ones..
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